if indeed
Directed by Yang Gomin Written by Yang Gomin
Eighteen years ago, Bai Dehua and his wife attempted to create an accidental death to give up their son with cerebral palsy, but in the end, the baby's vitality was reawakened by a soft heart. 18 years later, his son's sexual desire is quietly festering in the dreary family, causing new "pains" in Bai Dehua's stagnant life. He is constantly caught up in the interplay of real choices and nightmares of the past, with conflicting choices of bloodline and emotion. When the family crisis triggered by the "sexual assault incident" explodes, a devastated and desperate Edward Bai has the same intention to kill as he did 18 years ago, and decides to leave his son behind in an alternative way in order to get rid of him. In the end, he is out of control, but his son is ridiculed by the public in an extremely absurd way, and he laughs bitterly, but he realizes that the tacit choice is just like a reincarnation with no reason and no end. ......